work in progress
*Tuesday, September 16, 2008*
Wisdom tooth
i am really thankful that i have a great bunch of friends who call me BITCH. sounds so affectionate. hahaha
right now, i have something more important to do. to stuff myself crazy with food. coz in less than 3hours time im gonna remove my wisdom tooth. i wasnt afraid initially and weirdly i was kinda looking forward to it. lol.. but those nice friends i have had to scare me. got reminded of the needles for the anesthesia and the swollen face plus supposedly valid 7days mc. im supposed to go for work later la. wah lao. probably will ask him if i can do at home since i'll look like i got beaten up.
im eating big breakfast now. YUM. and theres prawn mee also, dad bought. maybe if i can i'll stuff the prawn mee down too. haha
i just added Michael on msn(whoa im talking like hes my friend, i should be careful with that) so lets see if he'll add me back. it really sucks to know that shes not willing to talk and stuff but just assumed all that crap and went on and on about me not having bfs before and no sex. whats wrong with not having those? what kinda person are you... the "yay i've had sex before so i belong to the cooler group!" sigh. im really just irritated with this whole thing and very frustrated that there doesn seem to be a foolproof way of proving my innocence.
then again, some people have commented that i might have said those things. haha im starting to doubt myself. thats why i wanna find out the truth too. if its really me then i'll just apologise and blame myself and maybe wait to be condemned to hell. but before that i just hope she can stop slamming me.
my strategy:
wait and see if michael adds me on msn coz i think its better if i could IM him. maybe a couple of days. if he doesn i'll msg him on friendster. gonna ask him whos party it was. if i was there then i have nothing to say. if i dont know the birthday girl/boy then i'll find alibis or contact the birthday person. but IF Michael is still on her side and refuses to tell me whos party it was at i'll be stuck. then i'll call her and demand a meetup. you asked for a meetup first! ok thats all.
i shall focus on my food. haha hopefully i wont have a pig face when i have a full day at school on friday. haha
... 6:14 am ...