work in progress
*Thursday, May 15, 2008*
poa paper tmr. its a foundation module so if i dont clear it i dont know if i can clear my degree in 3 years. and now im just hopelessly sitting in front of the com, not studying. im a fine thread away from giving up. tried to calculate how much i need to do/ study in order to pass the damn paper. from my almost non-existent knowledge in accounting crap, i can predict that it'll take MORE than a miracle for me to pass. year in year out, for major exams, class tests etc i've reminded myself to do better next year but despite all of that i still screw up every year.
basically i've given up on telling myself to do better next year. coz i know i wont. old habits die hard. i can never make it. sigh.. this is the worst ever. how many people study poa in a few days and manage to pass?!?! plus i think the total amount of lectures i've gone to for poa(sometimes i only make it for half the lect) is below 5. omg i dont know how im gonna do it. i seriously want to give up.
and like i said. its much easier to kill myself. hahaha jk.
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