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The Script - The Man Who Can’t Be Moved
going back to the corner,
where i first saw you
gonna camp in my sleeping bag,
I’m not gonna move
got some words on cardboard
got your picture in my head
saying: if you see this girl can you tell her were i am
some try to hand me money
they don’t understand
I’m not broke I’m just a broken hearted man
i no it makes no sense
what else can i do
and how can i move on
when I’m still in love with you

cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you’d come back here
to the place that we’d meet
and you’d see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I’m not moving
I’m not moving

police man says son you cant stay here
i say someone I’m waiting for if its a day a month or year
got to stand my ground
even if it rains or snows
if she changes her mind
this is the first place she will go

cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you’d come back here
to the place that we’d meet
and you’d see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I’m not moving
I’m not moving
I’m not moving

people talk about the guy
thats waiting in on a girl
woooaa woooand i no who’s in his shoes
put a big hole in his world
ooooo
maybe ill get famous for the man who cant be moved
and maybe you wont mean to but you’ll see me on the news
and you’d come running to the corner
cos you’ll know its just for you
I’m the man who cant be moved
I’m the man who cant be moved

cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
were on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you’d come back here
to the place that we’d meet
and you’d see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I’m not moving
I’m not moving
I’m not moving
I’m not moving

going back to the corner where i first saw you
gonna camp in my sleeping bag and I’m not gonna move


work in progress

*Wednesday, April 16, 2008*


the worst so far has been today. i woke up at 5.30pm omg. haha its horrible. its not insomnia(ok maybe partly) but mainly just coz i've been sleeping at later times and waking up even later. hmm.. maybe it'll go one whole round and be back to normal again. hahaha.. lucky most of my papers are in the afternoon. thats why i can afford to let myself do this too. im totally nocturnal now. haha sleep at like 7, 8 am. i need to see the sun sometime soon otherwise i'll just yellow out and wither haha..

have so many post exam plans!!! but i know i wont realise most of them, just like last year. wanted to go to so many places, do so many things but in the end was just too lazy. argh need to move my ass. Din and i were talking about how friends disappear after a while when things die down. its perfectly normal and fine but we just gotta get used to doing stuff alone. its good for independence! and i will finally go catch a movie myself after the exams. *crosses fingers.

the anger is pretty much gone and i've said a lot of things which i will probably get retribution for. but i've realised that nothing really matters anymore. i've lost faith and trust in a lot of things and i doubt i will see many things the same way anymore, at least not in the near future. its just about doing things that you feel like, wanna do since we're all still young and susceptible to mistakes or in a way "granted permission" to commit them. nothing's right or wrong and nobody is liable for any of their actions(well as long as its not a crime). essentially, its just about who wins and who gets played out. in this game, i lost. but who else can i blame but myself for allowing myself to succumb to my already gone haywire emotions. AND it was my own fault i wanted to let go first.

yet, being an extremely contradictory person, i dont believe that people who get hurt have the right to hurt others. so i just hope i'll still be the same, or a better person coz from this, i realised that i probably wasnt that good a person to begin with.

anti climax but im looking forward to the GST offset package!!!!! but it also means that im 21. still considering whether to have a party. i was kinda looking forward to it but i guess im not in the mood for anything now. see how la. relatives will definitely be invited(oh the ang baos!) but the rest see how ba. btw my birthday's 17th June just to remind everyone. HAHAHA. no party also must have present! 2months from now! PEH SHU HUI i expect a handmade card/scrapbook/drawing whatever. haha

ah ok i should stop whining and complaining. get a grip and study hard. (im always talk and no action i know) hahaha

yesterday would hopefully be the last time.


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