work in progress
*Friday, November 30, 2007*
every morning is difficult. i wake up and think that maybe it'll all be a nightmare. then i have to spend the rest of the morning convincing myself that it has happened and that i have to move on.
i'll cherish the people around me now. but people are just fan jian. only when these kinda things happen will they remember. and after a while, life goes back to how it was and people start taking things for granted again. i'll try to keep this feeling for me as long as i can.
i cant imagine how bad it is for those who're really close to them.
... 12:27 pm ...