work in progress
*Tuesday, October 02, 2007*
what i need is rest, yet somehow i cant get to sleep. probably gotta try harder to wake up early so that i will get tired earlier. im sick but the chips and chocolates are still getting into my mouth. this is weird.. i thought sick ppl arent supposed to have any appetite? i had 2 meals from macs today. im gonna die from trans-fats hahaha
the world i knew was so much less complicated compared to how i knew it years before. whats the mechanism in us that caused it to be like that? i dont understand self mutilation, i only know that its addictive. im thinking, maybe its just another version of how people hurt themself through seemingly harmless or slow ways. like eating macs. essentially, we're all just contributing to our deaths. or maybe im just finding excuses. hah
my mum repeated the word siao4 more than 5 times in this super high pitched tone when i asked her what would happen if i pierced my brow. hahaha.. actually it was rather funny the way she said it.
oh yeah priya accepted my roche for children's day. i asked her why she refused the m&m's, fisherman's friend, vapodrops, cadbury peppermint chocolate i offered her before. she said she thought it was rude. but hmm saying knn and f*ck and wah liao eh sounds more rude. haha PSLE's starting this wed ending next monday. and then it'll be priya free!!!! but im worried. hope she doesn end up having to rely on affiliation.
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