work in progress
*Friday, June 29, 2007*
i had a near death encounter just now. choked on ice and i made this horrible breathing sound that i heard on grey's anatomy when this guy swallowed his gf's keys. it was really stuck in my throat and in the split second while i was trying to tell hx i thought "ok ice will melt i wont die" haha. how dumb can i get. anw i slapped her so hard on the arm she bit on her tongue. was so lucky i managed to cough the ice cube out. PHEW i was freakin scared. hx said that it'll be freakin stupid if both of us died like that. dont geddit? imagine me dying coz i choked on an ice cube and hx dying coz she got slapped too hard and bit her tongue off and died of excessive bleeding. haha. we laughed quite a bit coz its damn stupid. alright im glad to be alive. what doesn kill makes you stronger. HAHA
anyways, worked for the past wk or so for lisa's mum. the pay's very good, too bad i only worked for 4 1/2 freakin days. damn it my pay is so pathetic. and theres no OT pay. haha damn again. i admit im damn picky in choosing jobs so i cant really find a decent job that i'll agree to take up immediately. but im lazy to work also. my pockets totally empty and many plans have been foiled coz of that. numerous! trainings have ceased and the race will be held this wkend. might sound fake or something but i will give my best even though ...(fill in the blanks urself haha)
i was just telling hx that although i've been in dragonboat for almost 9months now it still feels unreal. haha been through 2 races and its still not enough to convince myself i've actually been rowing. the toned and tanned physique is not there. the mental strength too. but mainly i just cant imagine myself doing sports for a longer period of time la. am i really a rower?
haha enough about myself. To my team mates, the past month's training hasnt been fantastic and we know where we stand. However, the race will be coming up in less than 48hours so hang in there. theres no time to think about whether ur stroke is correct or whether ur actually capable of putting in more. the basic idea is just about coordination and how much resistance u can catch isnt it? JUST PULL the water behind you, heck the insecurities and be in the boat with everyone else(not only literally). and anw Din im really looking forward to rowing beside you :D. you give me power!! HAHAHA
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