work in progress
*Friday, May 04, 2007*
i was free the whole day yesterday but i chose to only start studying today at 12mn(and i clocked 2hrs. im gonna watch death note now then sleep haha). didnt study on wed too. fuck i feel very guilty. but even more reluctant to study. the microscopic study vibes i had seemed to disappear as the exams draw nearer. and i've been daydreaming ALOT. like imagining myself going to the movies, buying stuff, exploring the west(sh dont pangseh hor), singing in kbox and nua-ing at home watching dvds or something. basically everything i shouldnt be thinking abt right now.
im quite stressed now. the more i dont study the worse it gets. and along comes extra oil(on my face and body). my mum will seldom ask me to stop eating. but these two days shes been saying that quite a lot to me. and when i ask her whether theres other stuff to eat she frowns. i want more salty food! need more chips.
im imagining hx's bro asking for sugar after training. hes very cute! wendy i think u'll like this kind. slightly too tall though. u have a fetish for funky specs and young boys. how disgusting. hahaha..
hope tmr will really be productive. oh and i forgot to mention tt my sleeping time's all screwed up again. always happens when i drink. troublesome. okay fantastic death note here i come!
... 2:18 am ...