work in progress
*Sunday, March 18, 2007*
i faintly rem(okay actually its quite clear) saying that i'll quit all the vices abt a month back. clubbing 2times last wk and last friday isnt anywhere near quitting. SIGH. and its supposed to be fun. when im high its alright but most of the time its just boring. and complications arise. sorry to anyone who got inconvenienced somehow. be it having to hold me up, ask me whether im ok or if my judgement failed and i didnt take the appropriate action blah.
three times in 2 weeks. its not supposed to be like that. if anyone who asked me to go clubbing in the past can remember, i was kinda against it. or more so, not interested(or maybe there were other reasons haha). but i guess once u pop you cant stop. if i really didnt want to i could have stopped myself. haha what can i say? can fan4 jian4 be used here? haha
exams are coming in less than 2 months. studying is a major problem for me. have to start have to start! no more playing no matter what. dont ask me to club alright? haha but DRINKING IS FINE ok. hahaha...
it should never have started.
anw, life goes on as usual no matter what. just throw the past behind and dont think about it.
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hahaha... im not studying.
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