work in progress
*Thursday, January 04, 2007*
love rules
living in self denial does work for some people. haha yay!
anw i shocked myself by waking up at 3.30pm today. HAHA i bet no one could be as pig as me. although i slept at 5.30am i dont think its an excuse to sleep so much. was supposed to go blading with shuhui and hx was supposed to cycle i think. haha but when i msged them in the morning to ask for another half an hr's sleep sh suggested not going all together. haha i gladly obliged but found that it was a little difficult to get back to sleep.
when i finally got back to zzz-ing i woke up at 12plus but decided i shld sleep for a lil while more. and so i did. till 3plus in the aftnn. omg! im not gonna be able to sleep tonight. hmm shld do something that will make me exhausted tonight. haha no dirty stuff though hiaks. school tmr! excited! (ok im the biggest liar in the whole world.) oh and suddenly its 4plus alr. had a cup of cadbury hot chocolate. i dunno why i like it so much but i've drinking one or two cups everyday this week. its not exactly the kinda luxurious or thick chocolate drink but i just like it. haha weird.
i dreamt a lot. first i thought i was the girl in one litre of tears and i was down with the disease blah blah. i didnt cry in the dream. haha but it was sad. then next i dreamt i was in the club with mad and she went crazyyyyy. hahaha.. shant elaborate on the details. heh. i always dream abt things that i've been thinking about. or the last few things that was on my mind before i sleep(its the ri you suo si, ye you suo meng thingy). i was msging mad asking her whether she was home alr and stuff. and well one litre of tears is always on my mind i dunno why. in a way i treasure life more but also realise the unpredictability of it. contrasting ideas that pull me in opposite directions.
havent had thoughtful posts recently. its making me think that im an empty on top person. haha but its okay. i am. haha.. anw the trip to the library yest was worth it(omg i actually went to the library! the place i hate the most!) although my initial agenda was to kill boredom. got a few books. one alr more than half read! (that explains the sleeping at 5.30am) haha.. its the normal kinda women novel(i think thats what they call it). about 2 very good friends and their relationships. one's turning sour and the other's just gg on great. sometimes i wonder if these kinda books are worth reading. after all its only fiction(i used to have something against fiction, i'd rather experience or hear about the real thing). but i concluded that i shouldnt think so much and just read. its interesting to see how everything goes anw.
okay im gg back to my book(love rules. the name's er... but i was attracted by the cover. (like hx said before, "so much for not judging a book by it cover") determined to finish it today. haha
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