work in progress
*Sunday, October 22, 2006*
shit
i totally felt like shit yesterday. when you row ur not supposed to stop and ur supposed to push urself and stuff but all that was in my head was
i want to stop.
i dont give a damn.
anyhow row can alr
dip in? what dip in?! heck.
what pull longer. whatever.
very negative things that shouldnt have appeared at all but couldnt help it. just sucked to have to get adjusted to different sides everytime. i cant even bloody get any strokes right. on my left or on my right. it makes me very very irritated. and its awkward strokes all the way until a bit better at the end. sea training was never that bad for me. argh and theres running later. fuck i hate running. i hate it so so much. and with all the negative "energy" building up, i doubt i'll be able to run till the 1st bridge, much less think abt the 2nd bridge or running back.
but whats the point of joining some sports if you dont push yourself at all? im so contradicting. as usual. ah okay gotta leave for kallang now. running sucks!!!!!!!!
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