welcome

The Script - The Man Who Can’t Be Moved
going back to the corner,
where i first saw you
gonna camp in my sleeping bag,
I’m not gonna move
got some words on cardboard
got your picture in my head
saying: if you see this girl can you tell her were i am
some try to hand me money
they don’t understand
I’m not broke I’m just a broken hearted man
i no it makes no sense
what else can i do
and how can i move on
when I’m still in love with you

cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you’d come back here
to the place that we’d meet
and you’d see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I’m not moving
I’m not moving

police man says son you cant stay here
i say someone I’m waiting for if its a day a month or year
got to stand my ground
even if it rains or snows
if she changes her mind
this is the first place she will go

cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you’d come back here
to the place that we’d meet
and you’d see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I’m not moving
I’m not moving
I’m not moving

people talk about the guy
thats waiting in on a girl
woooaa woooand i no who’s in his shoes
put a big hole in his world
ooooo
maybe ill get famous for the man who cant be moved
and maybe you wont mean to but you’ll see me on the news
and you’d come running to the corner
cos you’ll know its just for you
I’m the man who cant be moved
I’m the man who cant be moved

cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
were on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you’d come back here
to the place that we’d meet
and you’d see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I’m not moving
I’m not moving
I’m not moving
I’m not moving

going back to the corner where i first saw you
gonna camp in my sleeping bag and I’m not gonna move


work in progress

21st
*Thursday, October 19, 2006*


was talking to hx on the phone just now. its as if we dont see each other enough. haha..

talked about celebrating 21st birthdays. wondered who'll come if i had a party or celebration of some sort. tried counting and damn there wouldnt be too many. haha in fact its a pathetic few souls. my 21st birthday would be on a tuesday but celebrations and gatherings usually occur on weekends coz its supposed to be a time when more people are free. apparently, its not very true. a friend talked about her 21st. only 3 pathetic friends turned up. no im not saying shes anti social or has no friends or is a bad person. she just happened to have bad friends who couldnt give up some of their time away from their boyfriends or people who couldnt keep to their promises to turn up. i decided quite some time ago that birthdays werent important.

it would be unfair to my friends but im a selfish person. i choose to think that way so i'd feel better. i've been thinking about myself a lot lately. putting myself as priority, thinking less about how other people feel. someone told me just a couple of days ago that shes learning to put herself on the top of the list and shes leading an easier life (that would be because this person i know is ultra nice to her friends and anyone who knows her.. it gets tiring) why be so hard on yourself? okay i digressed.

about her birthday, she felt angry of course. anyone would. the people who turned up came with their bfs. of course its better than nothing but if im not wrong they left for a movie? like huh wtf?! i would have slipped into depression coz of this, judging from the fact that it was a once-in -lifetime important day that meant a lot to her.

moral of the story: do not have parties. birthdays are unimportant.

hx told me she read something like this somewhere but i cant rem e exact words. think i twisted it a lot but..

i like this: everyones gonna end up dead. why bother which route you take?


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