work in progress
*Sunday, September 03, 2006*
twothreeohfour bbq 020906

probably no one noticed but i was pretty overwhelmed with emotions at the bbq yest. haha its kinda weird to feel this way but i havent met everyone in such a long long time. and for once nobody backed out last min. everyone came! i was very touched that a lot of ppl made the effort to just come and be around, whatever the reason. haha total number of ppl was 19+1. (the 1 is someone not from our class.) yay! and. THANK GOD it didnt rain!!!! ah! haha was damn relieved.
it was very nice talking to everyone, eating, joking, laughing and doing stupid things. it feels so so so good to be in a class. where everyone knows everyone, nobody is left out, people are helpful and warm towards each other. i felt so warm inside. we're like a big family! haha although we used to say our class sucks coz we werent exactly totally close and some ppl had some issues with other people etc etc, yest i thought for a while. like hey its not that bad afterall. haha but yest either i was too overwhelmed or i havent been in a big group of people for some time, i felt i cldnt talk as much as i wanted to to some people. a bit ke xi but still very happy. and i really wanna thank everyone for coming and especially those who helped out.
talking to em makes me realise that it isnt that easy for them to make new friends as well. and that some of them are looking for "life" as well. coz currently we have NO LIFE! hahaha uni is a rather lonely place. even if there are friends, its unlikely they'll be close ones. but anw hope everything will just turn for the better! for the guys, i only want to hope for them to become more mature and less vulgar. what does the army teach? vulgarities and phrases like "private down!" or something like that. lame people. haha oh most of my class guys have 8-5pm days. they're so lucky. haha
although i doubt our class will be meeting again in the near future, i do hope we'll still be as happy when we meet again!
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