work in progress
*Wednesday, July 12, 2006*
to do and to get
going to KL with yc hx giap and gz this wkend till monday. will be taking the 10pm coach this friday. ah so excited.. wonder how its gonna be like. the other time i went msia with 2304 it was nubbad. maybe can say alright ba.. maybe coz i didnt really enjoy the things we did there or maybe coz i totally forgot what we did. hahaha the latter is more possible right. anw its more of a free & easy thing so we'll be able to decide what we wanna do, anytime. i wanna sleep. haha as usual.
inspired by yc, i made a to-do and to-get list the other day. what the hell. i forgot about it for about a wk or so. haha i cant stop myself from saying this. im soooo ME. but i realised it isnt easy to accomplish some of the things i listed. esp when i cant even rem what i wanna do. But thats the whole point isnt it? to do things that you want to but might not be able to do without trying to give urself a push. my to-get list is alright, cancelled like a few of the things but the to-do is horrible. lets put it this way, its easy to buy things but not so easy to lift ur butt off ur couch and do something meaningful. HAHA well of course this applies to me, or maybe, some of you out there are already starting to detect some kind of similarity???
let me share with any reader out there part of my to-do list(im feeling extremely skeptical as i read it myself)
1. get rid of the lazy bug---> do some chores
2. stop getting paranoid or at least reduce the intensity
3. blade
4. get a debit card
this is only a tiny part of what i wanna do and gosh i think i've to climb a mountain to do all these. haha for the chores part, until now i think the only thing i did was to wash the dishes. ONCE. im so unfillial! shld help out at home esp since im not working alr. im still as paranoid, about everything. im still thinking too much! no improvement at all. next, if i can just drag myself outta the house and attempt to "travel" somewhere with my kickscooter, it'll be almost a miracle alr. lugging the blades(as much as i love blading) and going somewhere decent like probably east coast park to blade is as difficult as getting a pig to climb a tree(unless the pigs had wings. hmm not v funny). to get a debit card i need to design a signature that i like and that would not be ridiculed by other people. I've been dragging this on for months. so... conclusion is, i would never complete any of the tasks that i set out to do.
or maybe someone would care to help me with all these? coax me, cheat me, threaten me or just point a gun at my head. haha who can help!??!
a leopard will never change its spots.
just for interest: ankle biter
Meaning
a small child. also applied to small dogs.
Origin
This phrase has a contemporary feel, but it was first recorded in the mid-19th century. Harper's Magazine, Sept. 1850, has:
"And how are you, John? and how's Molly, and all the little ankle-biters?"
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