work in progress
*Saturday, July 22, 2006*
My JC days were actually fun....
going off to msia tmr night again. this time with the starhub people. haha its gonna be a real short trip..coming back most probably on monday afternn. a particular asshole said it might be sian so dun wan. wth. haha actually its ok la.. if i came back a day later my mum wld probably chop me up coz tues the first day of the lunar seventh month. and everyone knows what happens on this day. argh. its gonna be a tough month to go through for me.
a few movies i wanna watch. or other people want me to watch with them. the lake house and pirates of the caribbean, dead man's chest. i remember like probably a month ago that i wanted to watch x men and the da vinci code but i never watched it at the movies!!!!! who wants to watch pirates??? i must go to the cinema! although its expensive. haha
i rem i used to be sorta dragged or forced to the cinema in J1 to watch horror movies. and i think that was the year i watched the most horror flicks and even got scared till i cried(by who some people wld rem..). haha im just a timid person when it comes to this kinda things. although i dun look like i know. haha sudd reminded of J1 days coz sh just told me she misses tpjc(more of missing the ppl in tpjc). actually JC wasnt that bad la.. or maybe coz J2 was horrible thats why my memory of my Jc life is just a blurred and busy period of time in my life. I remember the tiffs we often had and the frequent trips to the beach. It was actually very enjoyable.... i dont mean the quarrels. haha i dun think i know many people who like to go to the beach. maybe even just to talk or take in the sea breeze. we would stay till quite late maybe until we had to catch the last train but it was fun... ah.. miss the good old times..
right now everyones just changing and going their different ways. it would be difficult even to meet for a meal. ah why did i end up in a totally different school!
everyone used to be so close before SYF. but i think i sorta gave up on maintaining the friendships with the ajco people and i actually feel very guilty. we used to have soooo much fun. details i dont quite rem, just that the guanyue people made co practices much more enjoyable for me. it was tough having to stick with the same cca for another 2 years(for me la, i get bored easily) but having these people made life easier... to be frank, i avoided some of the gatherings on purpose after SYF and the concert at the esplanade. i didnt know exactly why... maybe coz i cld finally be detached from CO completely and aj perhaps. or maybe coz i was just too stressed with my studies. my first gambling majong session was held with the gy ppl. and bloody hell i lost a lot. hahaha.. we went to watch the chingay tgd, made KFC our second home, were always the last to leave the co room, gossiped and slacked tgd but worked hard for syf, may and yusi even came to my hse to work on some presents for the rest of e gy people till late at night (gosh i miss them). i felt soooo united. and the feelings definitely different from dhsco coz we had no strong background to begin with and almost everyone started from scratch. why? why did i choose to leave this group of great people. im such a jerk.
but i guess its too late and maybe i shall be content with reminiscing. i miss my J1 days with the seniors too! jingwan, yongxue, kianwei, jk, jj, yq. and joan and jeremy and benny coz we were the only juniors who joined the orchestra first. did i leave out anyone? hmm but it was v fun.. my first performance at the esplanade. and it was with this great bunch of people! (seriously i dont have much recollection of the juniors, maybe jun_what? i forgot their names!) damn damn damn. i miss so many people...
anw i had a v v v v v crazy idea just now. glad i didnt realise it.
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