work in progress
*Tuesday, June 27, 2006*
wheres breakfast?!?!
it sucks to know that u have commitments. now i have to 'look forward' to tuition every tues and thurs. it makes me horribly upset. haha maybe i've exaggerated but knowing that 2 nights of ur week are taken up is so sian. maybe im gonna stop teaching aft one month. or two. coz i'll only get half the money in the first month. hmm can i find some way to not pay the agent?!?
i like the guy in the vcd im watching now. hes very gd looking. but the show is so full of doubts argh dont like. i feel kinda childish sometimes coz all these things are so unrealistic but then theres no harm watching. except that i'll turn into a couch potato. haha
actually i wonder why some people can manage to keep up with blogging but some people just stop halfway.. hmm i think i started in sec3 or 4? started with livejournal or deadjournal(hah) influenced by my friends. but now i think i blog most frequently. i think its coz i have too much time! hahaha and coz i just like to crap and go on and on. i doubt anyone will wanna listen to all this rubbish that i say. haha
i've also made a few observations about myself or maybe other people around me. when we grow older(ah... im older) we tend to talk less crap to other people and for more people they're not as sociable coz they dont bother to. for eg, in sms-ing theres more msges that are short and straightforward. people just say what they wanna say and nothing more. at first the msges might seem to be a bit cold and hostile but soon u realise actually its normal and ur doing the same thing. haha
also, the number of phone calls i make to other people has dropped significantly. i rem in the past, even during exam periods i would just talk on the phone for hours. (i liked to talk that much.) nowadays i would pretty much keep to myself. maybe this is only me.
for most people i feel, they are more reluctant to go around and try to make new friends unless they have no choice. and also, they are not as enthusiastic about maintaining relationships with other people. a friend at work whos a yr older than me told me she became like that as she grew older. i think some other people are like that. me included. haha theres no certain reason for all these observations or anything, it just happens. haha i guess this is just a part of growing up.
yay finished with all my crap! gotta find some breakfast. haha
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