work in progress
*Thursday, June 22, 2006*
a lifeless hostile school
after indulging in a marathon of
im gonna give tuition later. surprise surprise!!! i've been talking abt giving tuition but was too afraid that i'll be harming or ruining someone's future haha.. im gonna sin later. but anw i dont have any mental preparation. i called the agent at earlier at around noon and hey im gonna give tuition later. too fast too fast. but its vv near my place. only a few blocks away. dunno whether im lucky or what but im so scared. teaching primary 4 mainly english i think. ah so nervous.
speaking of nervous i almost fainted just now. we forgot to go and settle our timetable for SIM and now i hafta go to sch 4days a wk! ah! for one yr! shit man. so nervous when i saw the thing and there werent many spaces left for those better timings i just clicked anyhow and it was just a total mess. thanks to hx and her colleague who settled e thing and sorta calmed me a bit. the programme manager i called wasnt helpful at all. so fierce. change a bit for me will die ah. argh!
although still too early to make conclusions and i know it aint fair, i have concluded:
im going to a lifeless,hostile school....................... ;(
someone has to bring my hopes down for a successful appeal. otherwise i'll nv accept reality.
... 6:30 pm ...