work in progress
*Tuesday, June 13, 2006*
i cant
i know i should resign to fate but i just cant. the thought of going to a grey, lifeless school in clementi sucks. some people told me it'll be similar still with orientation, clubs and societies to join etc. but it just wont be the same!
i wanna be like everyone else. i cldnt go to e jc most dunmanians went to. i cldnt join the cca i wanted to. i cldnt pon lectures(ok not impt i know). now i cant go to the local unis, i dont have courage to retake my A's. i cant get a loan for my studies. i cant stay in a hostel even for one day. I know this is all crap and i only have myself to blame for not working hard enough but i still wanna complain. i want to be like everyone else!!!
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