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The Script - The Man Who Can’t Be Moved
going back to the corner,
where i first saw you
gonna camp in my sleeping bag,
I’m not gonna move
got some words on cardboard
got your picture in my head
saying: if you see this girl can you tell her were i am
some try to hand me money
they don’t understand
I’m not broke I’m just a broken hearted man
i no it makes no sense
what else can i do
and how can i move on
when I’m still in love with you

cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you’d come back here
to the place that we’d meet
and you’d see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I’m not moving
I’m not moving

police man says son you cant stay here
i say someone I’m waiting for if its a day a month or year
got to stand my ground
even if it rains or snows
if she changes her mind
this is the first place she will go

cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you’d come back here
to the place that we’d meet
and you’d see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I’m not moving
I’m not moving
I’m not moving

people talk about the guy
thats waiting in on a girl
woooaa woooand i no who’s in his shoes
put a big hole in his world
ooooo
maybe ill get famous for the man who cant be moved
and maybe you wont mean to but you’ll see me on the news
and you’d come running to the corner
cos you’ll know its just for you
I’m the man who cant be moved
I’m the man who cant be moved

cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
were on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you’d come back here
to the place that we’d meet
and you’d see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I’m not moving
I’m not moving
I’m not moving
I’m not moving

going back to the corner where i first saw you
gonna camp in my sleeping bag and I’m not gonna move


work in progress

i've aged!
*Monday, May 08, 2006*


been too lazy and tired to blog although much has been happening in my life. its a major change that i kinda expected when i took up the data entry job with starhub but i nv thought i'll be sooo tired. haha my third night shift just ended and surprisingly im awake!!! the last 2 times i came home i took merely half and hr to bathe and read the papers(well part of it only) and plomped to bed. i didnt time myself but i bet i fell aslp within one min. haha most of my shifts start at 11pm and end at 8.30am. i didnt realise that actually i worked pretty long hrs, probably coz they wanted us to work from 11 to 11am initially. usually after i wake up, which is about 6 or 7 hrs later i remain in a drowsy state till nite time when i go for work again. its quite bad for the body. some symtoms have shown up. ugh. i feel that i've aged even more after every night!!! haha

i dont really have much of a life now since im so tired but i think the environment there is very nice.. the people are nice, the supervisors are not old people who nag and nag. colleagues tend to slack together and have fun. also, they very helpful towards new people like me. really makes life easier. working at nite is quite interesting, u get to see people going home from work and going to work without being "part of them". meaning that ur different and u get to see things from a slightly different view. at least my life's a bit less mundane.. haha

i've pretty much prepared myself to accept the fact that i will most probably end up in SIM. not entirely a bad thing but still not as good if i could go into a local uni and just be part of the crowd. in this kind of instances, i believe that its much better to be in than out. but sigh...

theres this gay blog www.colinandkero.blogspot.com i recently heard of. and i realise a lot of people have seen it. one of them, is really quite good looking. what a waste.. haha i do think they're disgusting most of the time, but im more curious than disgusted about them. how did they end up being like this? if only i had some guy gay friends to ask.. when i was at IRAS a colleague of mine told me about her relative's group of gay friends. she said that a lot of them dont look gay and most are good looking. the main difference is that their actions are more effeminate(obviously but wadever haha) and they tend to talk about the interior decorations of the venue of their gathering/party. *raises eyebrows.. haha not my observation. just something a bit interesting.

im quite a pain in the ass. hope that changes.. till then i hope everyone around me is still quite alright with me..


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